Sunday, December 19, 2004
sometimes i dread going to work.
not that the people there are horrible or something,
but it's making me lifeless.
i have no life! :(
i work 6 days a week and 8 hours a day.
4 pm - 12 am.
i sleep at 3 am,
then i wake up at 12 or 1 pm the next day.
eat, bathe and get ready for work.
my off day for the upcoming week is just tomorrow.
so stupid.
i've just gone on off on friday.
the worst thing is i might not be able to see baby.
hmpf.
he works 6 days a week,
sometimes 3 pm - 11 pm,
if not 3 pm - 3 am.
and his off days are different from mine.
i feel like shit,
i wanna kill someone and cry my heart out.
ARGH.
tomorrow's monday, my off day.
guess i'm going out with madeline to town.
hunting for gifts and get cards.
then pop over to geraldine & co's christmas stall.
i have to spend christmas eve and christmas working.
so sad yes?
during christmas one year ago,
i was out on the streets with him.
but not this year i guess.
he's working on christmas too, yes?
i hope i will bump into him somehow tomorrow.
my christmas wish this year...
-siiiiigh
<3
1:29 PM
